Here I am again trying to get back on track. We had so much drama over the weekend with Joe"s mom, that I used that as an excuse to stop my fast. I am just trying to push my restart button and try again, but I am finding that I am growing discouraged with the whole thing. I just want to be free from dieting. Food evidently has a much bigger hold on my life than I had imagined.
"Lord, please break this addiction to food that I am holding on to. I don't understand why this is so hard for me. I need more of you and less of me. Help me to eat to satisfy my physical need, but look to you to fill me."
I am going to start again tomorrow. I might just give weighdown one last try. Only God knows what I need. I can't keep going on like this. My weight is still 260 or so, but I feel the effects of every extra pound. I know that only God can deliver me out of slavery. I just have to look to him for the answers.
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